Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Bad days

There are good days post breakup and then there are bad days. Today's bad. I've listened to St. Vincent's "Cheerleader" repeatedly and sobbed uncontrollably. I'll probably follow it up with some Elliot Smith "Everything Reminds Me Of Her". Most days I'm fine due to my anger. And some days I just fucking miss him. I was so in love. Then, I give myself a mental slap in the face & pull my shit together. Today the slap just makes me cry harder. That & Lana Del Ray's songs.