Tuesday, March 13, 2012

My gaydar is going off

I'm pretty sure the guy I met for coffee tonight might be gay. "Not that there's anything wrong with that". I just prefer my dates to be straight. Keeps it simple. He was a very nice guy. I met him & within 30 seconds I thought "Oh, he's gay. Enjoy the next couple of hours, idiot". Like I said, he was very nice. I don't think he realizes he's gay, either. He kept talking about dates with girls, ex-girlfriends, etc. But, my gaydar was really going off. Oddly, at the end of the date, he got my phone number. Then, he seemed like he wanted a hug or kiss. I just yelled "Thanks for coffee" & took off for my car. He's confused. It's not my job to set him straight. At least he didn't cancel. I didn't expect anything from tonight. I just wanted to get out & talk to someone new. Wait a minute... Who is this talking? Am I starting to get over Patrick & not care about finding someone so much? Yes, I am. I'm getting comfortable being alone. I have strange days when I don't give a shit. I'm not going to lie, I'm still pretty crushed over Patrick. Still feel he was "the one". But, fuck it, I obviously wasn't what he wanted. Can't change it, so move on, jackass. Stop caring about a jerk who cheated on you. For the love of all things holy, STOP SMELLING HIS SHIRT. Ok, maybe this getting better has daily setbacks. I'll get there. In the meantime, I have Viggo, Netflix, friends & Ancient Aliens to keep me happy. I leave you with a pic of the only lady I'd go gay for, Miss Christina Hendricks. Enjoy.