Sunday, May 27, 2012

"I want to be alone"-Greta Garbo

I'm really identifying with this statement. Finally, I've reached a place where I like being alone. Often I'll have offers to hang out with friends but I turn them down. There's a solace & comfort to being here in my apartment alone. Sometimes when someone is here, I'm just waiting for them to leave. That's probably how it started for billionaire recluse Howard Hughes. If I start thinking tissue boxes on my feet are a good idea, I'm going to be concerned. I'm just disillusioned with dating. All men seem to want is sex. All I seem to want is Patrick. I have enough notches on my bedpost. I'd rather have someone to talk to & just be around. Oh, well.